Faith

Which is sadder..

Knowing what to do but not able to change the outcome no matter how much you try..

or

Knowing what is the outcome but have no clue on what to do to get there..

I guess I have no choice but to rely on faith..
  and hope that things will change..

Mess

Look...

Look at what you've done..

FOOL!

Now I've to clean up your mess!

You owe me big time..

Cos I'm squeezing every little bit that I have..

to make things right..

and hopefully something will happen..

It's definitely a good thing that you're nt here anymore..

Never

If I give up now,

there will be no difference compared to my old self..

and that's a lie..

and it will never come true.

Please

I don't know what to do..

I feel very hopeless

I'm trying

but nothing is working

It seemed fine in the beginning

then something happened..

Nothing happened.

What happened?

 I don't know where to look for an answer..

I mean.. there's a pretty obvious one here,

but that don't seem to be the right one.

I need help

Please tell me what am I suppose to do..

Please..

Unimaginable

Revenge, Torture, Punishment

etc etc etc..

Whatever you want to name it,

it's working...
*I hope i'm wrong*

 The pain that i'm facing now?

Unimaginable

But they definitely cannot be compared..

to the pain that you've gone through..

I'm really sorry

Sad

The boy who cried wolf..

Awfully familiar..

I'm sure he learned his lesson..

Never to mess around..

Hopefully he finds a lost sheep that didn't get eaten by the wolf...

Hopefully the villagers forgive him...

Sad boy..

Where's he going to go now..

Somewhere

*Knock knock*

I'd like to speak to the person I once knew in there..

I have an important message....

The person in there..

deserves better

and I'd like to show it to that person..

That person in there deserves to know that!

Please come out..

*Knock knock...*

I know you're still in there...

somewhere... :(

One

It's funny..

how only this one individual can cause such a burning feeling to the heart..

involving mix emotions, uncertainties and many more..

I guess it's better than not feeling anything at all..

Change

No matter how much you try to do..

you'll never change gravity..

you'll never change time's pace..

Yea, you can try but it all depends whether one's action can affect the other party to want to change or not..

and the sucky part is..

there's only so much one can do..
and that... is very sad...

The good news is..
I don't rely on my own strength to keep going..
and I know my source can even change time or gravity..

Start

I'm done and tired...

Maybe all I'm looking for...

is to have a loving family...

to be a devoted husband,

to have a loving wife,

to be the coolest/greatest parents a kid can ever have..

With that covered, anything can come at me, I guess?

So much about it to think..

but it's gotta start somewhere with step no.1 first right..?

..I just don't want my kids to go through the same as I did..
They deserve better...

Lies

I told lies when I was younger..

because I was afraid that the truth will hurt..

but I tell the truth now..

because I know I am weak...

 and I need it to help me become a stronger person..

everyday..

~~~~~*~~~~~
Today seem different..
but it sure brought a smile..
~~~~~*~~~~~

Imperfect

10 ..but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears.

11 When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child.

When I became a man, I put my childish ways behind me.

1 Cor 13: 10 & 11

Further

 Seconds away to connect across the globe..

but it feels much further than one can imagine..

much....

much..........

further...

Appreciate

If you are reading this...

yea...

you, you, you, you, you and you..

Please appreciate the things you have now..

and not only when you don't have them anymore..

I have to learn this lesson the hard way..

and it is not pretty one bit..

Really...

Moments

No matter how much we say...

 or how much time has changed...

we can never erase those moments..

For those moments are too valuable...

and they never happen twice...

Shot

I might get bad wound from this shot..

 

but I know for a fact..

 

that it will not hurt as much...

 

as having the bullet just lying around...

Ugly

There's no way...

to separate the good and the ugly...

So how do I deal...

with both of them together...?

Wait

Please wait...

I just need a little more time...

Please......

Adventure

Adventure...

This will be the biggest one...

*step..*

Rest

Let's give today a rest...

c:

Fool

Something so beautiful and rare...

being destroyed by something so foolish...

is pure stupidity...

Let's hope you pick up pieces...

and put them back together in time...

before the wind blows it all away...

Sight

Thank goodness you opened your eyes...

You almost went blind, dude!

=S

Stories

Stories...

I love them!

Tell me, tell me...

I'm dying to hear them :)

*the dying is a figure of speech btw~*

Late

I hope I'm not too late...

 

 to learn not be late...

Time

I don't wish for time to move faster...

I wish to move faster than time...

Stop the time and let me move?

Dreams

Sometimes dreams come true...

I hope this one does...

I try

I don't know what to expect..

but I guess I'll try...

and pray/hope/wish for the best...