It's so sad that how I didn't realize that I was actually hurting myself..
What's even sadder is that I've hurt the one friend that tried very much to prevent this..
The saddest is it took me around 2 years to realize and only start appreciating that one friend.
I'm really sorry.
I hope it's still not too late for things to change
and I promise it will definitely change.
Please give me one final chance..