Erased

Are friends really that replaceable?

Am I?

I'm sorry I went that far...

 
I don't want to be replaced












or erased...

I'm sorry

Ears

Will you be my ears?

?

Door

I've always wanted to invite you into my house

but I never had a chance to.

We only spoke at the door..

Well,

at least we spent some time talking.

I'd really like to show you what's behind the door.

I hope you can be the person I can show it to...

or I'll have no one else I can show to....

Weigh

Please don't only recall the bad times

but the good times as well.

I know they don't weigh equal

but I'm trying to make the good times weigh heavier.

Please give me a chance..

Printed

Always with the 'if'

If I was given a chance to turn back time.

I will definitely learn from my every mistake

and stop being such an arrogant jerk.

I'm sorry I didn't listen in the past

I'm sorry I can't change what's already printed there

but please give me a chance

to write a better future..

Poisoned

Poisoned by emotions.

I used to think one can ignore emotions completely.

I'm sorry I didn't listened

Past

I'm trying really really hard..

but fact is

I really really can't change my past.

No matter how much I change in the present for the future,

it is just not going to change the past.

Help me.

Clarity

Why are you my clarity?

Sane

The little things that you used to do

is what's keeping me sane.

I miss your smile

:(

Movies

Directors.

Actors.

They put so much effort in putting value in a movie,

hoping that the audience will capture it.

But at the end of the day,

all those values

are

just an act...

So

.

.

.

do we really learn from movies?

or

"It's just a movie. Get real."

Do

It's not that I don't want to do anything..

but

I don't know what to do.

Why?

I know..

you know..

we know....

so

why?

Choices

It's great that we all have choices!

or is it?

Ass

I always though I knew it all.

Acting without a heart will get me far,

only focus on the result and not the process..

Then I realise

I was think not only without a heart

but without really using my brain as well..

Pure ass.

Superman

Superman movie was SUPER!

Fought so hard with a heart for his family and the people..

but I'm not Superman...

I'm limited..

Plan

Still plan A it is..

Uncomfortable

Not a day goes by

without feeling uncomfortable.

Please forgive me.

I'm sorry.

Painful

I used to want what I can't have

and

not appreciate what I already have..

Such a painful lesson

Fade

I hope I don't have to one day say

'Keep running. Don't look back. You're almost there.'

while I see you slowly fade..

50%

50% 50% now

Regards

Hi,

I'm so sorry(again) to inform that there might be a slight chance

 i won't be able to make it for this time round

I promise(really promise) that I will make it up to it.

Regards,

Edmund

Brain

I first thought that the brain can live without the heart...

but

neither both can live without each other

Nicer

I'm sorry

I didn't know I was giving my bad attitude

 a nicer name..

Blocked

Blocked.

Makes me regret even more for all I've done

I'm sorry..

I really don't know what you wanna hear from me..

 but I'm trying..

and I will keep trying..