I'm a loud person
Always trying to be louder
to stand out among the crowd.
but...
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I used to have a friend
who sits quietly
minds her own thing..
while I do the crazy things..
We watched each other from our different worlds.
I kept trying to get her to join me.
She tries..because she is a friend..
a very good one..
Until one day..
I shouted at her too loud to try harder...
for too long...
=which is the my biggest regret=
The crowd kept quiet
and they started leaving
including her...
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I'm tired...
I just wanna sit down
and be quiet..
but I don't wanna sit alone...
I miss her..
I'm sorry for not accepting the person you were
I'm sorry for forcing you
I'm sorry for trying to be so loud to impress you
that I didn't listen to what you have to say