Beyond

And yet I still travel..

Hoping to get distracted for a bit..

Giving the heart some rest..

Happy New Year yh..

If there's anything in this world I can do to have your friendship back..

I'd go beyond..

I mean it..

and I will give my best..

I'm really really sorry

yh

Void

An evaluation for the year?

Travelled a fair bit..

Worked in one of the greatest company..

Bought some cool gears for myself..

And yes..

We all know very well..

That all those..

Could not fill this void..

I'm really sorry for the bad things I've done..

I'm really sorry..

Cancer

I don't know which is worse..

Having lung cancer..

Or

Going through this..

I'm really sorry... 

Learn

People say..

We learn from our mistakes..

I say no..

We can all just learn from one idiot's mistake..

me

Don't have to go through what I went..

waste of time..

hurts like mad..

it really kills..

I'm sorry yh..

Reminder

I guess this marks another year..

A reminder..

of my supreme idiocity..

Urgh..

hurts so bad..

I'm really sorry yh..

Human

What I want for Christmas..

a little less cold..

a little more understanding..

a little less outcast..

a little less emotionless..

..

to be a little more human..

..

 

I'm sorry yh...

Merry Christmas..

Haunting

I wanna say stop haunting...

But I will not rest well for the things I did..

If this was revenge..

It is a good one..

I'm really sorry..

Please forgive me..

Matter

It doesn't really matter

how many friends you have..

As long as you have your family..

You'll never grow lonely..

...

That's if you have a family ..

...

Foolishly

It was this date...

where I so foolishly decided to lose it all

Everything..

Can't explain how angry am I at myself..

Such regret..

I really wish I could turn back time...

I'm sorry...

I really am..

Red

Ppl say

The music we listen to..

The ppl we mix with..

And the books we read..

Will tell what kind of person we are..

So why can't I blame my past?

I wasn't taught to love books..

Growing up with friends from a red light district..

No love...

...

Help me..

Smaug

Poor Smaug..

Filthy rich..

Powerful..

Conqueror..

Yet in desolation..

Can't turn back time to undo the things he did..

Can't do anything to change it..

Can he?

I'm sorry..

Mr.

I'm sorry, Mr. Time...

I don't really know what I want..

For you to move faster..

or slower..

I want you to move faster to heal..

But I want you to slow down..

because I'm not ready for what I want..

or what comes next...

I'm sorry..

I'm sorry, YH..

Hear

Can anyone hear me?

Or nobody wants to listen to me?

...

I'm sorry

Nuts

During this time..

I'll go nuts..

Looking for that perfect gift..

...

I miss doing that..

....

I'm sorry..

Miracle

I know there is no hope..

So I'm waiting for a miracle..

That's the only hope..

Please forgive me..

Run

No..

There's no place you can run

from your heart..

It's gonna hurt

And you're gonna feel it..

Help me..

Education

Save up for your children's education..

It's not just about the money and the job..

It is everything..

Who they'll mix with..

What kinda personality they'll have..

The way other ppl view them..

Their future..

Education is not cheap..

I can't afford them to end up like me..

Karma

Was told to give some time..

in exchange for an explanation..

gave..

and...

...

Maybe it's karma..

Sorry..

Tattooed

It used to be..

Coming home and putting down the mask..

Now..

It's like a clown's makeup

but tattooed instead..

Please help me..

Please...

Flying

I'm sorry..

For thinking that I could go there..

Meet up..

Say sorry..

And move forward..

That my one action..

that is flying there..

will change it all..

I'm sorry..

It is my fault..

Need

You didn't always get what you wanted..

..because they know you didn't need them..

You already have all you need...

Which is more than enough..

I wish I had it..

Blossom

It's sad but...

..people blossom..

..when I wither..

Restart

How do you move on?

I still can't find the restart button?

Describe

Such pain..

How can one even describe that feeling in words...