Potential

Potential?

Yea I hear that a lot..

Tell me where are the opportunities again?

Sucks being me sometimes..

Urgh..

Better

I'd like to think that things can go the other way..

or rather..

things can change..

..for the better..

Please give me a chance to prove.. 

Choose

I think I've said this before..

I don't know...

Well..

It just gets in your head..

So here's how it feels...

Does it hurts more to be..

Left..

Seperated..

Or to have nothing at all in the first place?

In which state would I rather be?

Well..

There's one stupid good thing about this question is...

I don't have to choose..

...

I'm sorry yh..

I'm very sorry..

What

So...

What now?






:(

Spirit

"Continue to let the Holy Spirit work..."
she said.

30%

30% done?

Accomplished

Edmund..

No matter how much you've accomplished in your life..

You'll never be at peace until this is resolved..

You'll put on your usual mask..

smile here and everywhere..

and go home..

hang up that mask..

and you're back to square one...

Get something done already..

Rough

It's not that I cant live without resolving this..

I just don't want to..

 because it's gonna be a loooooooooong rough ride..

real long...

I'm sorry yh...

I'm sorry...

Chasing

Where or how do you look for someone if that person doesn't want to be found?

It's like chasing a ghost..

but it's important..

Please..

Nice

I must be nice to have someone to trust...

Room

The entire room..

completely changed...

but nothing's changed on the inside..

React

When he asked who...

I paused..

Pretending I was thinking..

and then I said..

'I don't know..'

...

Twice..

...

It's not that I don't know..

But I didn't know how to answer him..

I didn't want to see or know

how he was gonna react with that answer..

I'm sorry yh..

I'm really just trying to make things right...

Wanted

Nobody wanted any of this..

I'm sorry to realise so late..

Wheel

Brain: Don't you think it's time for me

to take over the wheel already ?

Heart: You keep forgetting that you don't have

the best history record.

Valentine

The past few Valentine's day..

I tell ppl not to treat their loved ones extra special only on Valentine's day..

But make it everyday instead..

~

Today..

I want today to be just a lil more special..

.

A message?

A note?

A dot?

I guess this is going to be a lil different.. :(

Happy Valentine's day..

Silly

I guess it'll be silly to say that I've changed

by changing my whole room

Doing

"You keep saying u wanna do this.. you wanna that.. 

you wanna make things right..

 

but seriously..

 

What are you doing?"

 

...

Foot

When I think that door has closed..

There will always be that foot..

blocking that one last bit from closing completely..

It's not as easy as shutting the door and moving forward..

Sorry yh..

Phase

"It's only a phase..

He will get over soon."

Is that it?

I don't think it's as easy or simply as a phase..

I'm sorry yh..

Contact

Will you contact me?

Text?

Mail?

E-mail?

Please?

Anything..

:(

Yesterday

Was packing the room..

I can still remember..

You asked me to come out from the showroom..

Almost couldn't find you..

as though you were hiding..

Had a quick chat..

Handed me a gift..

I think you were blushing..

I may be wrong..

Then head back to work..

...

It is still clear..

like it was yesterday..

...

Please give me a last chance..

I promise

I swear I won't be like before anymore..

I just don't wanna lose this friend..

I'm sorry yh..

Please..?

Stood

It didn't matter how hard the cold wind blew

I stood with you..

It didn't matter how hot and bright the sun shone

I walked with you..

Because every moment counted..

I'm sorry yh..

I'm really sorry.. 

Seek

All the money I have

All the things I've bought

All the places I've travelled

All the things I've done when traveling

All the things I've seen when traveling

All the things I've learnt and experience the past years

All the friends I have

Yea they're great!

Super!

Awesome!

But it's...

not what I seek..

It's not the peace that I'm seeking..

Pls forgive me yh..

I just want to make things right..

Tell

If we could again sit at the same table and talk with everyone else..

Thinking what would it be like if you were there..

And I could tell you what's it like even if you're away..

It's really haunting me..

I'm sorry I've ruined it..

Please forgive me..

Brighter

It hurts so much to be reminded

that I made u make those choices..

those sacrifices..

that can be easily avoided..

if it wasn't so much for the stupid me..

and there would be brighter days..

I'm sorry..

I'm sorry.....

They

Things didn't go well..

 

They didn't show up..

Please give me the opportunity..

Back

Edmund

Pleaseeeeeee don't back down after having so much courage..

I hope everything goes well..

Princes

Princes..

Especially the ones from Disney..

Going through all the hassle

fighting witches, wizards, monsters, dragons..

for that one lady

Is she really worth it?

Why?

I guess only the one doing the saving would know..