Underwater

Underwater..

It's not that peaceful when your heart is not calm..

Please forgive me, yh..

I'm sorry..

Remember

It is me........

Do you remember?

Shadow

4 Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,

I will fear no evil for you are with me;

your rod and your staff,

they comfort me.

Help me, God..

Fall

Some people only learn when they fall..

But if no one picks them up after they fall..

How can they move on?

Please give me a chance..

Unsettled

A disease?

Maybe a part of me wants it to be.

To be acknowledge..

Another part doesn't want it to be a sore eye..

Or the fact that I'm writing this already makes it one?

I'm sorry yh..

I don't want to leave things unsettled..

Please forgive me..

Bitterness

How do I ask for anything when I don't deserve anything?

How can I sound unselfish for wanting to be friends again?

I don't want this bitterness between us..

I want to make things right..

I'm so sorry yh..

Please forgive me..

Shuts

Sometimes when the brain just can't take it anymore

It shuts down..

Difficult

So afraid..

that even turning my head to see whether you're there or not

is difficult..

Please forgive me, yh..

I'm really really sorry..

Please let us be friends again...

Coffee

"Coffee isn't such a good idea.."

:(

Devil

The devil really knows where is the best spot

and the best time to attack..

Of course I don't mean you..

I'm sorry yh..

I pray we can be friends again..

Reason

Nowadays

Death is pretty common

:l

But of course..

Nothing beats the reason why He died for us..

Thank you Jesus..

Happy Easter yh..

Inevitable

I always knew..

that losing someone was inevitable..

I just didn't expect it to be this soon..

I'm not prepared for it..

I'm sorry yh..

Weakest

I'm only as strong as my weakest point..

I'm sorry yh..

Please forgive me :(

Desire

The desire to meet someone who hates you to the guts

and doesn't want to meet you....

To talk things out..

To make things right..

To ask for forgiveness..

To find back an old friend..

To try everything that's possible

Impossible

even those that don't exist..

to earn back that friendship..

.

It really hurts to the guts..

No..

It hurts so much more than that..

..

I'm sorry yh..

I hope and pray we can be friends again...

.

I'm really really sorry..

I am...

Forgetting

Fading...

Bit by bit..

Forgetting what we were last time..

Before being broken like now..

I'm sorry yh..

Please forgive me..

Money

Money..

It IS important..

Is having a lot of money really that important?

hmm...

Sense

Some of these posts just don't make sense..

Have I really lost it?

Lol..

Whirlpool

To be honest..

I don't wanna swim out of it..

That's why I'm still here

swimming against it to stop it.

I seems impossible

but I hope it's not..

Especially when everyone else is

just going with the whirlpool..

:(

*blup blup blup blup......*

King

"Who died and made you king of anything?"

Idiot..

Simplest

It all started with the simplest conversation..

I'm sorry yh..

I don't know what else to say..

and I'm sorry about that..

Diver

But not everyone's a fan of a diver...

:(

I'm sorry yh...

Voice

There's this small voice inside my head..

Reminding me from time to time..

"What's the point of accomplishing so much

when you have no peace in your heart..?"

I'm sorry yh..

Please forgive me..

Trade

I'd trade it all

just to go back to where things were peaceful

and not screw things up...

I'm sorry yh..

Hurt

Reality..

Truth..

They can really hurt ..

Karma I guess?

:\

I'm sorry yh..

Disposable

I recently learned that..

People can and will discard family members..

like they are disposable..

like the word family doesn't mean much..

What more if it's just a friend?

...

I'm sorry yh..

Please don't discard me..

Snowman

Do you...

wanna..

build a Snowman?

(",)?

...

:(

Dislike

Sometimes we do the things we dislike..

because it's about doing the right thing..

I'm sorry yh..

Fragile

Turns out...

I'm pretty fragile..

Behind

Is there something behind my back that everybody can see

except me?

Conveyed

And of course..

There are some things

that can only be conveyed through words

from the lips..

Don't you agree?

...

I'm sorry yh..

I'm really sorry..