Teach

Why did You have to choose me

to teach others what is wrong..

I'm not strong enough..

...

Plain

It's not about hate..

I'm just plain afraid..

I don't want to push you further..

You are already far enough...

I'm sorry yh...

I'm really sorry...

Warm

Stay warm, yh...

It's cold out there...

Here too..

Held

If only I held on and didn't let go...

I'm sorry yh

Busy

I can't stay busy all the time to distract myself..

I need rest too...

And that's when the haunting comes..

I'm sorry yh...

Bury

That moment when all I can do is just...

cuddle up and bury myself under the sheets..

to ease the pain...

It still hurts..

Pathetic

You must think I'm pathetic..

Like all the other guys who have the same issue..

Even I thought they were...

Well..

I can be sure you won't feel the same

if you're the one wearing the shoes..

I know...

....

Healed

Are they healed?

I'm sorry..

Seem

Tried and did everything at my very best...

But why does it seem like things aren't going as planned..

Please help me..

Sink

It makes you just want to sink..

to keep sinking in this blue hole..

To just go deeper..

This feeling....

I'm sorry..

Scare

And that's how you scare away someone...

Again...

After

What happens after the show?

Give

I cannot give my heart what it wants...

I'm sorry...

Land

I don't want to go above...

I want to stay underwater...

...

Its not on land...

Is it?

Depth

Just when you thought your heart couldn't sink any deeper..

It'll find new depth....

Forward

I want to move forward..

..but I don't want to let go..

This pain is killing me..

Please forgive me..

...

Luck

Makes me wonder if luck could maybe help..

Differences

Why couldn't I set our differences aside...

I'm sorry...

Meant

Sorry for changing you to someone

you were not meant not to be..

I'm sorry...

Kill

"Don't know how to kill a person?

Ask him!

He knows best!

Even been there and done that!"

Disastrous

"He seems fine the way he is right now.

He should stay this way.

Don't let him do anything else...

Could be disastrous.."

Thinking

I don't know what lies ahead this road..

I'm just standing here..

Thinking..