Mar 28, 2013

Damage

So much sadness and regret
Nothing I do changes anything

Damage done
Repairing takes forever

I'm truly sorry

I really wish I could go back in time
 and undo the damage
and appreciate you more..

Please

Mar 27, 2013

Sisters

Fathers be good to your daughters
and daughters will love like you do
Girls become lovers
then turn into mothers
So mothers be good to your daughters too

Don't mistreat your sisters

Mar 26, 2013

Reasons

Please let me be foolish for the right reasons
and not for the wrong ones like before..

Mar 25, 2013

Write

We were suppose to write to each other..



Mar 24, 2013

Lost

What must one do to earn back a friend he's lost?

Mar 22, 2013

Stone

It's sad to know
that whatever you do
will not make you deserve another chance.

but I choose to believe that nothing is set on stone
and things can change.


Please give me a chance.

Mar 21, 2013

Insanity

Doing the same thing over and over again
but expecting a different answer
=
Insanity

What's the point?
It's like doing the impossible

But what if..

Mar 20, 2013

Stalk

NO

I am not like him
You know I'm better than that
You know I don't wanna be like your friend
that used to stalk you

Please don't put me to be like him

Mar 19, 2013

Business

Just because you said sorry
It doesn't mean you're forgiven

Just because you've changed
It doesn't mean you deserve a second chance

Relationships are not like business arrangements
They're based on love and grace

Deep down inside
I really hope something will happen

and I will call it a miracle

Mar 18, 2013

Replaced

Replace?
Can't

Replaced?
I hope not..

Please don't..

Mar 17, 2013

Friends

Who'd knew..
making friends would be so difficult..

I'm sorry..

I'm trying..

Please..

Mar 16, 2013

Freedom

So much freedom yet so trapped


Please tell me what must I do..
to earn that freedom.

Mar 15, 2013

Anymore

I don't want to hurt you anymore..

I'm sorry..

Mar 14, 2013

Can't

It's like whatever I say..
 nothing good comes.

They're just waiting to hit something bad..
Making it difficult to want to say anything.

I'll keep trying..
I can't give up..

Mar 13, 2013

Whatever

I am where I am today because I left that old ugly place..
No, I will not be chased back to that place,
I have changed and I will not return!
NEVER!
I will not give up.
I will not be my old self again.

Let me change.
I can and I am doing it
Please stop putting me down
I'm trying very hard..
Give me some time
I really want to make things right
and not have this in between us

Seriously..
I will do WHATEVER it takes to make this right..























I guess all of this will only matter if you read this..

Mar 12, 2013

Ghost

Can't move on due to unresolved problems.

Knowing the problem is a yay..

..but what's the point when you can't do anything to solve it.

Who said being a ghost was fun?


Mar 11, 2013

Promise

So difficult.

So pain.

but I can't stop..

I will keep trying.

I hope she understands..

I promise..

..things will change..

Mar 10, 2013

Prison

At the heart of the city
Surrounded by entertainment
yet
it feels like prison..


Please rescue me..

Mar 9, 2013

Positive



If only we can both look at the positive side we once had..

I'm not denying the negatives..

Please give me a chance..

We'll never know...



...I'm sorry...

Mar 8, 2013

Betsy

You always smile like nothing's wrong..
even when left alone.

You just watched and listened
but silently..

Good that you're all cleaned up!

I hope she remembers you..
..why you're here in the 1st place..

I guess we can only hope for tmr to be a better day..

Nights, Betsy..

Mar 7, 2013

Heart

I'm sorry for only arguing rationally 

without the heart..

Mar 6, 2013

Dark

You used to talk to me in the dark..
in your room..
over the phone..

Please..
I'm begging you...

Looks like I'm taking this easy on my end?

No

Mar 5, 2013

Cost

To be honest..






I'm afraid of answering questions from you..

I know how specific an answer you want from me
and one small error/missing detail can cost that one small hope I think there is left

I don't know the correct answer..
I don't want my answer to be wrong and vanish that small hope..

but I can't answer nothing either..

I'm trying..

but i don't want to lose you...

Mar 4, 2013

Left

If anyone were to be in your position,
no one in their right mind would want to walk that path and fall into that shit hole again.

Not you,
not me,
not anyone!

and I know I can never say this enough..
 I'm truly sorry for putting you through this.

So the plan is..
to take a left turn..
or the right..
anywhere that doesn't lead to that hole..

Not gonna be easy as it's gonna be a new path..
..but I'm willing to do whatever it takes..
And by the time we look back,
we wont be able to find that hole..
anymore..

I promise..

Mar 3, 2013

Played


I remember you sent me this..
We even kinda played it together..
I hope we can go through this this till the end if given the chance.
 
I'm really sorry I took you for granted.
Please give me a chance..
I just want us to be friends again..
sorry..

Mar 2, 2013

But

Time heals..

what is the 'but'?

Please give me a bit more time..

Mar 1, 2013

Fix

March is closer..

I believe I can fix things..

Give me a chance..

Please..

I'm really sorry..

but please..

Give me a chance