Aug 31, 2014

Egg

To have someone so I can have peace?

Or to have peace so I can have someone?

Chicken or the egg, eh?

...

Or is this all wrong...?

Aug 30, 2014

Numb

I thought I would've gotten numb by now..

..

It still hurts..

I'm sorry.. 

Aug 29, 2014

Ice

Just when I thought I have friends helping me..

Some just have to be so generous with ice cold water..

Aug 28, 2014

Smithereens

Someone was happy making me happy..

Seeing me happy...

And yep..

Blew it all to smithereens..

Stupid idiot..

Aug 27, 2014

Reconcile

Reconcile, eh?

Please let us be friends again...

I'm really sorry yh..

Aug 26, 2014

Control

I gave up knowing and being in control too much...

But it was too late...

Came back with nothing left..

I'm sorry yh..

Aug 25, 2014

Ago

Today..

2 years ago...

Aug 24, 2014

People

Maybe we're different people now...

The bad has gone..

Aug 23, 2014

East

I don't know what you want...

I've searched high and low..

from east to west...

Yet found nothing..

Please help me...

I'm sorry yh...

Aug 22, 2014

Slowly

I just close my eyes..

Blank my mind..

Inhale...

Exhale slowly..

And I open my eyes again..

to bear the pain..

Everyday..

I'm sorry yh..

Aug 18, 2014

Millstone

It would be better to have a millstone hung around my neck
and to be drown at the depth of the sea.

Matt 18:6

I'm sorry yh..

Aug 17, 2014

Schmucks

Dinner for Schmucks
1:22:28

I can only dream of that...

I'm sorry yh..

Aug 16, 2014

Involved

Nobody wants to get involved, eh?

It is THAT ugly, huh?

...

I'm sorry yh...

Aug 15, 2014

Closer

Are we a little closer?

 Can we be a little closer?

I'm sorry yh..

Aug 14, 2014

Commitment

"Force someone to make a commitment that the person can't
and then make them feel bad because they can't?

You are one ugly piece of shit!"

I'm sorry...

Aug 13, 2014

Loser

A person who keeps losing things is called a loser eh?

I'm a loser then..

I'm sorry for losing you...

I'm sorry...

Aug 12, 2014

Remembered

Gone were the days you were remembered..

:(

Aug 11, 2014

Forgiven

I only want one thing..

and

I only need one thing for this year..

And they're both the same..

to be forgiven..

I'm sorry yh..

Aug 10, 2014

Blessings

" Why aren't you counting your blessings? "

Aug 9, 2014

Jason

Jason..

"I'll tell your kids I used to go after you like mad last time."

Ting..

"And I'll tell your kids that story too one day"

And we all have a good laugh..

They fell...
Hard.....
But they picked themselves up..

We can achieve that..

Please forgive me, yh..

I'm sorry..

Aug 7, 2014

Minorin

Who would've know..

That I had a Minorin..

Sigh...

Aug 6, 2014

Arghhhh

Why is it just the other one and not this one?

Why can't it be this one as well???

Arghhhh!!!

Aug 5, 2014

Prevent

Broken hearts...

Everywhere...

I think the best advice is from the people with experience..

But that's not what the victims think...

They think their secrets will be exposed..

I mean..

We're just trying to help..

I want to prevent what happened to me
happen to you..

Because I know...

It can really get very ugly..

I'm sorry yh..

Aug 3, 2014

Complication

What do I want for my birthday?

Just one...

Just one more chance..

Please...

I'm begging you..

Just that and nothing more..

I wish things can go back
to the way they were..

But without the complication and ugliness..

I'm sorry yh..

Aug 2, 2014

Head

No..

You are not a monster in my head..

I'm sorry for the bad times, yh..

Aug 1, 2014

August

Hello August..

Yes...

I'm still counting..

Keep praying...