Mistake

The most horrible mistake..

Even I am disgusted at myself for doing so..

Sorry yh..

Gifts

You once said..

Gifts and words..

..do not spell one's sorry..

..but by actions..

Please give me a chance..

I'm really sorry for what I've done in the past..

Wounds

I'm sorry for the deep wounds..

Really...

I am...

I really wanna do something about it..

..but I don't know..

Please give me a chance..

Grew

Oh, heart...

If only you grew faster...

I'm sorry...

Everyone

I know I can't please everyone..

But you are not everyone..

and I can't please everyone to please you as well..

Please give me a chance..

Rewind

Currently..

.Play.

There is..

Rewind.Pause.Forward

But sadly..

I can only..

Stop..

Trust

How does one earn trust again?

Please give me a chance...

Ashamed

I am ashamed to admit..

the things I did...

I'm sorry...

Forgive

I'm sorry I took too long..

Please forgive me..

Crushed

The feeling is like...

..being crushed..

Help me...

Family

For the family...

...

...for the family...

...

Lose

What if you lose...

your home

your family

your career

your friends

...

 What's next?

Help me...

Cold

It's cold there..

..remember to wear more..

It's cold here as well..

I'm sorry..

Deaf

Did what I said that day meant anything?

Or is it gonna be kept aside for now?

Or

did they fell on deaf ears...?

I'm sorry..

Please give me a chance..

I promise I won't disappoint you...

Laugh

We used to laugh together..

 

I miss those times..

Please give me a chance to change things around this time..

I promise I can and I will...

Standards

Sometimes I wish I have your standards...

I'm sorry..

I don't...

Pages

Even if I have the pages to write my story...

...

Will anyone read it?

Book

People say life is like a story book..

I feel like mine is like a scrap book..

Instead of others reading my story,

..they tear my pages..

making paper planes for their entertainment..

and when I run out of pages..

...

Nobody reads a book without pages..

War

I'm sorry for causing this war..

Here's my white flag..

I surrender..

...

..Wake up..

It is not as simple as simply raising a white flag..

I'm sorry..

Numbered

Numbered days...

:(

Broken

Broken hearts...

Everywhere..

All around me..

..even me..

I'm so sorry...

Edmund

Edmund...

..Edmund...

*shakes head*

I'm sorry, yh...

Road

No..

Even I don't wanna go down that road again..

Someone

Never thought I'd say this..

...

I don't feel like I wanna be me..

I feel I wanna be someone else..

"Me" isn't working..

.....

Young

We were once young..

Heavier

I have to keep going..

but the heart is getting heavier..

I can't leave my heart and go on..

It's too much to lose..

Been there..

I'm sorry..

I'll keep going..

Thoughts

So many thoughts..

that it is literally hurting my mind..

because I can do none of them..

I'm so limited..

I'm sorry things have to be this way..

I'm really sorry..