Goodbye

I don't want to say goodbye..

:(

Mask

I go out,

I put on my mask.

I come home,

I hang up my mask.

everyday....

Relate

I know

 

there are people out there

 

who are really having a hard time

dealing with problems they don't want to share

or can't resolve..

I never thought I could relate to them...

Solution

There's no place or thing or someone

that could keep me distracted forever.

But I'm not even looking for a distraction.

I'm looking for a solution...

Principals

Who am I to change your principals?

or anyone's?

But I assure you

I will change myself.

he

Is he worth a friend?

Villains

Pity

how villains are viewed

even after they decide to be on the good side..

except for Gru I guess :)

Yet

I'm sorry I don't have a diploma or a degree cert yet.

I feel like I'm one class lower to deserve her friendship.

I'm not jumping into conclusion about how or whether she judges me or not.

I'm just saying how I feel..

Dare

... and the dreams that you dare to dream

really do come true...

Especially

It hurts so bad

to know that I'm being blocked,

to be cut away from someone.

Pushed away.

Especially by her..

I hope that there is still hope..

Saying

Is it better to

say too much than not saying what is needed to say

or

keeping silent than to saying too much

?

Memories

All those memories in the past

Are they still there?

Paint

I'm sorry

for making you tear down

all we've painted

and having to repaint all over again

It hurts me as well now to see all that we've painted

torn down...

I'm really regret

really...

I want to help paint..

but I don't dare after all I've done..

I hope you can give me a chance

to help paint back..

Created

I have to say...

I'm sorry I didn't how to handle things then

for not listening to your advice

for thinking I was doing the right thing

and because of all that

something was created between us

Now I'm trying to get rid of it.

There's no easy way

but to keep trying

hoping

praying

I'm very sorry I've created this thing.

Cursed

I think I'm cursed

I feel cursed

:\

Clown

The life of a clown.

Always trying to put a smile on people's face..

Trying to make each person's day a better one..

Showing that it's good to laugh once a while

and not to worry all the time...

 

 

 

 

but

 

 

 

 

 

 

clowns don't smile all the time...

 

 

 

 

 

 

So 

who makes a clown smile?

D

So this is what it feels like

to be hit

by the big D..

How do I even let myself live after what I've done..

I'm really sorry

World

Why does it feel like the whole world is against me?

I'm really sorry and I really regret about the things I did in the past.

Please give me JUST one more chance.

Trust me,

I WILL make it work..

Just trust me with one more chance.

Please...

Priceless

I walk all around the city.

Hoping to bump into her.

Hoping to hear from her.

I still have a few days more here.

I really hope I can meet up with her.

It can be anywhere

beach,restaurant,cafe,park,church,subway,my place,her place

Talk about anything

birthday,work,cooking/

baking,future,past,her,me,weather,Snowball,Betsy

I don't want to lose a friend like her because of
my ego, my stubborness,my rudeness
AND PLENTY MORE!

It's just not worth it!

She CAN'T be replaced!

SHE IS PRICELESS!

...

Happy birthday
old friend

I really miss having a good friend like you

Please give me a chance

Just one last one

I will not disappoint you

Please don't cut me out from your life

I'm really
sorry...

Travel

People travel for a lot of different reasons.

Here goes...

Ready

Am I ready?

I don't know..

but I have to try..

Murderer

It's funny

how I try to be the investigator

of a murder case

only to find that

I'm

actually the murderer.

That's not all..

I thought being the investigator

AND the murderer was all I could be..

Guess who's the victim..

Slap

I'm sad that I don't deserve a slap.

Appreciate

 

You came all the way to my work place to pass me this friend

and I know it means a lot to me and you

and I really appreciate it.

Thank you.