6.30pm

The place where I work..

requires me to smile at my best.

But how do I do that..

with what I'm currently feeling now?

9.30am to 6.30pm is a long time..

I'll keep trying..

I will...

Really..

Seriously..

I just feel so sad right now..

that I don't know what to do..

Calm

So many things running through my mind.

So many things I struggle to say.

But for now..

Keep calm

&

give time..

I hope I'm doing the right thing..

Please give me a chance.

I'm very sorry..

Feelings

Sad feelings are better than..

no feelings at all..

Please help me..

Afraid

To be honest..

I'm afraid of the answer...

the end..

Please be kind..

Finding

Finding yh...

I'm sorry...

Please give me a chance...

Loneliness

I didn't know you can starve because of loneliness..

Reality

Somehow..

I know this isn't reality..

but when am I going to wake up?

Alive

Am I alive?

Memory

I don't want to be a memory..

Please give  me a chance...

Erase

Since when did erasing someone became so easy?

Is it even possible?

Please don't erase me..

Give me a chance to be a good friend..

I don't wanna lose you..

I'm sorry..

Moving

Why don't I feel like I'm travelling?

It feels like I'm just moving..

Big

The world isn't a big enough place to run away...

not big enough...

Please help me..

Del

Shift + Del, Enter

Even if it was as simple as that..

 

I doubt it's gonna be easy..

Heck

Gosh...

What the heck was I thinking then...?

Disgusted

Stay

Sometimes..

I feel like I just need to leave..

because there's really..

nothing to stay for..

More reasons to leave in fact..

..seriously..

I'm sorry.

Nap

Everytime I wake up...

it feels like waking up from a nap...

never from a good sleep...

Tattoos

Tattoos are marks on the body..

Scars are marks on the body with a story..

and then there's the hidden scar..

..comes with a story as well..

but marked real deep in the heart..

I'm sorry..

Next

Seriously..

If it really happens..

then what's next?