Dec 31, 2014

Lock

Why is this lock open?

Dec 29, 2014

Drifting

I'm slowly drifting away...

Help me..

Why is this happening...

Dec 25, 2014

Jesus

Happy birthday Jesus.

Thank you for saving us.

Thank you for loving us.

Dec 20, 2014

Most

The day I regret the most in my entire life..

I'm sorry yh

Dec 19, 2014

Space

As I stood there..

Stared blankly into space..

Waiting for the store lady
to finish wrapping the gifts..

Fingers blindly swiping the phone..

I realize...

That I used to enjoy
buying Christmas presents..

Saving money..

Had a list of people to buy gifts for..

Hoping that the receiver will love
and enjoy the gift..

Enjoy watching them smile..

...

Now...

That fire just isn't there anymore..

Simply picking a gift that's within budget
for a gift exchange event..

Not expecting the receiver to enjoy..
 Nt looking forward to enjoy receiving..

Like a chore

..

It just sad..

...

I'm sorry yh.. 


Dec 16, 2014

Long

I know it's a long shot but...

Please be careful...

Dec 14, 2014

Photographed

The never changing moment..

That same smile that never fails..

Hearts that will never break..

Sometimes I rather be frozen in that moment..

Let it be photographed..

I'm sorry things changed because of me..

I'm sorry yh...

I hope we can be friends again..


Dec 13, 2014

Smiling

Who said smiling was easy..

It isn't only about  the muscles used..

Easier said than done..

So much of lying to the people around..

Even to yourself...

Dec 12, 2014

Perfectly

Standing beside this hole...

Throwing anything and everything I can find in it..

Hoping that I'll hear a sound
of something hitting the bottom..

But they just fall
and disappear into the darkness..

I kept thinking it was a bottomless pit..

But it's just another hole on the other end..

Like an exit..

So nothing will really matter
until I close that hole inside there first..

And I know..

What fits that hole perfectly...

Dec 11, 2014

Output

Why is it
that no matter how much of noise I input or output...

I can't drown out this feeling..

Urgh..

Hate it..

Help

Dec 9, 2014

Quicksand

Quicksand..

The more you struggle the faster you sink in it..

So I'll just wait for someone to rescue me..

Before I sink in it...

Dec 7, 2014

Joyful

December is suppose to a joyful month..

Colourful lights, decorations, smiles..

But I made it too bitter and ugly...

I hope this will change one day..

I'm sorry yh...

Dec 6, 2014

I

I kept saying we and us..

Not realising that they were actually all about I and me..

I'm sorry..

Dec 2, 2014

Shallow

No...

People don't come and go just like that..

Not all...

This is not life..

It is not that shallow..

...

I'm sorry yh..

Dec 1, 2014

Regretful

It's coming...

That very regretful day..

I'm sorry yh...

Nov 29, 2014

VBS'14

VBS'14..

Thank Jesus..

I needed it very badly..

Nov 28, 2014

Skies

I miss the bright skies..

I've been under the dark skies
for a long time...

Nov 25, 2014

Just

Some things just can't be said..

But some things don't have to be said to know..

Nov 23, 2014

Thought

The thought of you..

still comforts me..

I'm really sorry yh...

Nov 20, 2014

Correct

I'm sorry I didn't know when..

to hold on 
and
to let go

at the correct time..

I'm sorry yh..

Nov 19, 2014

Insane

I don't know whether you are keeping me sane...

Or insane...

Nov 18, 2014

Side

Here I am..

Doing what everyone what is doing to earn a living..

And there's the dark side trying to pull me over with attractive benefits..

But costing all that I've stood for..

I hope I won't fall like the last time..

I lost more than just myself..

I'm sorry..

Nov 16, 2014

Water

It's sad when you have to watch someone walk away..

Feeling helpless with so many emotions to handle..

I can't handle so many of them..

I don't know how to express all of them at the same time..

and I can't swallow them all because they're too much..

...

That's when there's nothing else you can do
but to let the water from your eyes just fall or roll on your cheek...

Hoping that they'll carry all the troubles away..

But no..

You get tired and fall asleep instead..

Waking up..
not feeling that it's a new day..
But a continuation from yesterday instead..

Today is
16th November 2014

...

Yesterday was
20th December 2010

I'm sorry yh..

Nov 14, 2014

Soul

Often times..

I get the feeling that my soul falls

when I remember a certain moment..

But my body still still..

Then the usual pain..

It's usual now..

...

 I'm sorry yh

Nov 13, 2014

Point

I've reached a point

where I just keep quiet

even when I have something to say..

Because almost everything

and anything that I wanna say

Reminds me of my actions in the past

...

And how they changed everything


...

I'm sorry yh

Nov 12, 2014

Thousand

It's like not being invited to a party that
EVERYONE'S
invited to..

and everyone just says
"It's not party, don't ask me why you're not invited."

..
but a thousand times worse..

...

I'm sorry yh..

I'm sorry for mistreating you..

Nov 11, 2014

Tougher

I don't know which is tougher..

To hold on..
or
To let go..

Please forgive me..

I'm sorry yh..

Nov 10, 2014

Cooled

Things cooled off...

But it doesn't look like it's going away..

Sorry yh..

I have to much memories with you..

Nov 8, 2014

Meaningful

It was suppose to be happy and meaningful...

....

I'm sorry I messed things up..

I'm sorry..

Nov 5, 2014

Surprising

It's surprising

how far I've been..

..with this mask..

Don't know whether it's a good thing
or a bad thing..

But I'd choose to go without it

if I have a choice..

I'm sorry yh...

Nov 3, 2014

Stranger

Let me be a stranger again..

It's easier that way..

..wayy easier...

I'm sorry yh..

Nov 2, 2014

Safe

Please be safe there..

Oct 31, 2014

Halloween

I wish it wasn't Halloween everyday...

I'm sorry yh..

Oct 29, 2014

Imagine

Sometimes..

I still imagine..

how it would be like..

if we remained friends..

..

I'm sorry I screwed things up..

I'm sorry yh..

I'm really sorry...

I hope we can be friends again soon....

Oct 27, 2014

Common

What happened to what we have in common?

I'm sorry yh...

Oct 26, 2014

Offer

I'm still sorry because I took so long to undestand..

Too long..

Too late..

I'm sorry..

I'm sorry I rejected your offer to stay as good friends..

I'm sorry for taking that offer
and throwing it back at you..

I hate what I did..

I'm really sorry yh..

I hope we can be friends again..

Oct 24, 2014

Iceberg

Do they not know
what's below the tip of the iceberg?

Have a little mercy..

Oct 23, 2014

Once

Let me sink once again..

Right now, this is too cruel..

Get me away from here..

Please help me..

I'm sorry yh..

Oct 22, 2014

Weakness

It's called weakness for a reason..

It hurts!

Felt like being bullied when I was a kid..

I couldn't do anything but pretend to smile
and listen to their song..

Others just watched silently
to not cause a scene..

I could feel the tears 
filling up behind my eyes..

It's not funny..

I need help..

Please help me, yh..

Please..

I'm really sorry...

Oct 21, 2014

Judas

See why Judas hung himself?

...

I'm sorry yh..

Please help me..

Oct 19, 2014

Sailing

It's like just sailing..

Hoping I'll reach there..

I hope I reach there soon..

I'm sorry yh..

Oct 18, 2014

Translate

Translate pictures to words..

And let the words soak and
translate into your own imagination..

"Why can't you just read?"

:l

Oct 17, 2014

Looking

Never...

Never stop looking..

Keep looking..

Look harder...

I really am sorry..

I really am...

I'm sorry yh..

Oct 16, 2014

Drama

Talk about changing someone...

Such drama, eh?

Sigh...

Oct 14, 2014

Particles

Why don't I become fine particles
 and then disappear from this world...

Oct 12, 2014

Nightmares

One of the worst nightmares I've ever had..

A whole new level of pain and suffering..

Please don't let it be true....


I'm sorry...

I'm sorry yh....

Oct 10, 2014

Shark

Like a misunderstood shark..

I mean no harm..

Sorry yh..

Oct 8, 2014

Scream

Yea sometimes I feel like screaming out loud..

But I'm so tired already..

I rather just scream real loud inside..

I'm sorry yh..

Oct 6, 2014

B*tch

I used to believe that
there's no such thing as karma..

Now I believe karma's a b*tch...

I'm sorry yh..

Oct 5, 2014

Easier

It's not getting any easier..

Life still goes on...

Not like I can stop time or what..

I'm sorry yh..

Oct 4, 2014

Child

"Stop acting like a child already."

Oct 3, 2014

Dying

Bit by bit..

Part of me dies...

I wonder how long I can keep this up...

Dying...

Sigh...

Please don't let me die..

I'm sorry..

Oct 2, 2014

Maze

It feels like I'm stuck in this maze...

And being watched..

...

When will I get out?

...

I'm sorry..

Oct 1, 2014

Made

I made peace like You told me to...

But why am I still not at peace?

I don't understand..

...

Please forgive me, yh..

:(

Sep 30, 2014

Teach

Why did You have to choose me

to teach others what is wrong..

I'm not strong enough..

...

Sep 28, 2014

Plain

It's not about hate..

I'm just plain afraid..

I don't want to push you further..

You are already far enough...

I'm sorry yh...

I'm really sorry...


Sep 27, 2014

Warm

Stay warm, yh...

It's cold out there...

Here too..

Sep 25, 2014

Held

If only I held on and didn't let go...

I'm sorry yh

Sep 24, 2014

Busy

I can't stay busy all the time to distract myself..

I need rest too...

And that's when the haunting comes..

I'm sorry yh...

Sep 23, 2014

Bury

That moment when all I can do is just...

cuddle up and bury myself under the sheets..

to ease the pain...

It still hurts..

Sep 22, 2014

Pathetic

You must think I'm pathetic..

Like all the other guys who have the same issue..

Even I thought they were...

Well..

I can be sure you won't feel the same
if you're the one wearing the shoes..

I know...

....

Sep 21, 2014

Healed

Are they healed?

I'm sorry..

Sep 20, 2014

Seem

Tried and did everything at my very best...

But why does it seem like things aren't going as planned..

Please help me..

Sep 18, 2014

Sink

It makes you just want to sink..

to keep sinking in this blue hole..

To just go deeper..

This feeling....

I'm sorry..

Sep 17, 2014

Scare

And that's how you scare away someone...

Again...

Sep 16, 2014

After


What happens after the show?

Sep 14, 2014

Give

I cannot give my heart what it wants...

I'm sorry...

Sep 12, 2014

Land

I don't want to go above...

I want to stay underwater...

...

Its not on land...

Is it?

Sep 10, 2014

Depth

Just when you thought your heart couldn't sink any deeper..

It'll find new depth....

Sep 9, 2014

Forward

I want to move forward..

..but I don't want to let go..

This pain is killing me..

Please forgive me..

...

Sep 8, 2014

Luck

Makes me wonder if luck could maybe help..

Sep 7, 2014

Differences

Why couldn't I set our differences aside...

I'm sorry...

Sep 4, 2014

Meant

Sorry for changing you to someone
you were not meant not to be..

I'm sorry...

Sep 3, 2014

Kill

"Don't know how to kill a person?

Ask him!

He knows best!

Even been there and done that!"

Sep 2, 2014

Disastrous

"He seems fine the way he is right now.

He should stay this way.

Don't let him do anything else...

Could be disastrous.."

Sep 1, 2014

Thinking

I don't know what lies ahead this road..

I'm just standing here..

Thinking..

Aug 31, 2014

Egg

To have someone so I can have peace?

Or to have peace so I can have someone?

Chicken or the egg, eh?

...

Or is this all wrong...?

Aug 30, 2014

Numb

I thought I would've gotten numb by now..

..

It still hurts..

I'm sorry.. 

Aug 29, 2014

Ice

Just when I thought I have friends helping me..

Some just have to be so generous with ice cold water..

Aug 28, 2014

Smithereens

Someone was happy making me happy..

Seeing me happy...

And yep..

Blew it all to smithereens..

Stupid idiot..

Aug 27, 2014

Reconcile

Reconcile, eh?

Please let us be friends again...

I'm really sorry yh..

Aug 26, 2014

Control

I gave up knowing and being in control too much...

But it was too late...

Came back with nothing left..

I'm sorry yh..

Aug 25, 2014

Ago

Today..

2 years ago...

Aug 24, 2014

People

Maybe we're different people now...

The bad has gone..

Aug 23, 2014

East

I don't know what you want...

I've searched high and low..

from east to west...

Yet found nothing..

Please help me...

I'm sorry yh...

Aug 22, 2014

Slowly

I just close my eyes..

Blank my mind..

Inhale...

Exhale slowly..

And I open my eyes again..

to bear the pain..

Everyday..

I'm sorry yh..

Aug 18, 2014

Millstone

It would be better to have a millstone hung around my neck
and to be drown at the depth of the sea.

Matt 18:6

I'm sorry yh..

Aug 17, 2014

Schmucks

Dinner for Schmucks
1:22:28

I can only dream of that...

I'm sorry yh..

Aug 16, 2014

Involved

Nobody wants to get involved, eh?

It is THAT ugly, huh?

...

I'm sorry yh...

Aug 15, 2014

Closer

Are we a little closer?

 Can we be a little closer?

I'm sorry yh..

Aug 14, 2014

Commitment

"Force someone to make a commitment that the person can't
and then make them feel bad because they can't?

You are one ugly piece of shit!"

I'm sorry...

Aug 13, 2014

Loser

A person who keeps losing things is called a loser eh?

I'm a loser then..

I'm sorry for losing you...

I'm sorry...

Aug 12, 2014

Remembered

Gone were the days you were remembered..

:(

Aug 11, 2014

Forgiven

I only want one thing..

and

I only need one thing for this year..

And they're both the same..

to be forgiven..

I'm sorry yh..

Aug 10, 2014

Blessings

" Why aren't you counting your blessings? "

Aug 9, 2014

Jason

Jason..

"I'll tell your kids I used to go after you like mad last time."

Ting..

"And I'll tell your kids that story too one day"

And we all have a good laugh..

They fell...
Hard.....
But they picked themselves up..

We can achieve that..

Please forgive me, yh..

I'm sorry..

Aug 7, 2014

Minorin

Who would've know..

That I had a Minorin..

Sigh...

Aug 6, 2014

Arghhhh

Why is it just the other one and not this one?

Why can't it be this one as well???

Arghhhh!!!

Aug 5, 2014

Prevent

Broken hearts...

Everywhere...

I think the best advice is from the people with experience..

But that's not what the victims think...

They think their secrets will be exposed..

I mean..

We're just trying to help..

I want to prevent what happened to me
happen to you..

Because I know...

It can really get very ugly..

I'm sorry yh..

Aug 3, 2014

Complication

What do I want for my birthday?

Just one...

Just one more chance..

Please...

I'm begging you..

Just that and nothing more..

I wish things can go back
to the way they were..

But without the complication and ugliness..

I'm sorry yh..

Aug 2, 2014

Head

No..

You are not a monster in my head..

I'm sorry for the bad times, yh..

Aug 1, 2014

August

Hello August..

Yes...

I'm still counting..

Keep praying...

Jul 31, 2014

Australia

I got scared when you said you were moving to Australia..

Like my heart skipped a few beats..

I got more scared when you went to Australia..

I'm scared..

Jul 30, 2014

Dance

Dance..

Hold each other..

Look at each other..

And go in circles..

until we get tired..

Memories...

I'm sorry yh..

Jul 27, 2014

Fake

I've lost what was real..

Now everything seems so fake..

I'm sorry yh

Jul 26, 2014

Dream

This must be the dream where we didn't get along!

And it's still on going!

Wake up, wake up!

...

..right?

Jul 25, 2014

React

A part of me wants to be a kid again..

To feel again what I once felt..

and to react properly this time..

I'm sorry yh..

Jul 24, 2014

Touches

I'm sorry for trying so hard to do the big things
to impress you and get your attention..

And not the small ones
that actually touches the heart..

I'm sorry for not seeing things clearly then..


Jul 23, 2014

Minute

Again...

If only I took a minute to listen about her..

than changing her to what I think was right...

Pfft..

Not like my thinking was even right then..

I'm sorry yh...

I'm sorry...

Jul 22, 2014

Pain

I didn't felt pain because I didn't understand pain..

Now that I'm older..

I understand pain...

I feel it now..

It hurts..

Jul 21, 2014

Her

I miss having such a friend..

Why did I have to be such a pain..

Couldn't I be a better friend then..

I miss her..

:(

Jul 20, 2014

Song

"If there is no one there, it means there is no one there.

But at least the war is over."

Just a song..

I keep looking for her..

:(

Jul 19, 2014

Plastic

Words of encouragement and promises everywhere..

Still..

I cannot smile with my heart..

I couldn't say 'I can move on'..

Just that plastic smile and 'ok'..

I'm sorry yh..

Jul 17, 2014

Blind

Feeling blind now...

Paint an illusion over reality..

Blinding myself from it..

Would I rather be blind than seeing the truth?

I'm sorry yh...

Jul 15, 2014

Letters

We could be sending each other letters now..

Sorry yh..

Jul 13, 2014

Knock

Where is the courage..

when you need to knock the door?

Jul 12, 2014

Drowning

It kinda feels like drowning..

Where you gasp for air but unable to..

It's difficult to take deep breaths nowadays too..

Makes you feel like..

You just don't wanna breathe anymore..

...

Jul 11, 2014

Genuinely

Maybe I don't wanna let this go because..

This ache...

This pain in my heart..

is the one prove..

that I've been genuinely cared before..

Thank you, yh..

Sorry yh..

Jul 10, 2014

Destructive

I fear...

I'm fragile..

But destructive as well..

I fear I will hurt myself and/or you..

I can't do this myself..

Please help me..

Jul 9, 2014

Good


Happy birthday yh...

Have a good one... :]

Jul 8, 2014

Sank

My heart sank when I saw you...

I tried going back to see you again..

But I couldn't find you..

Reality kept pulling me back..



I'm sorry yh..

Jul 7, 2014

Appreciated

I promise I will do my best
so this doesn't happen to anyone..

I'm sorry yh..

I should've appreciated you more..

Jul 6, 2014

Cheated

Dear yh..

I made a million and one excuses and reasons for that incident..

I'm sorry I wasn't honest with you that time..

As much as I hate to admit it..

As much as I despise it..

I cheated..

There's just..

no words fancy
enough to cover that fact..

Who am I lying when I came up
with those so called reasons?

And to even think I could get away..

Fool...

Foolishgoodfornothingchild..

I suck!

I suck big time for cheating..

 I don't even dare ask for forgiveness
because even I myself despise greatly
for what I've done..









I don't know..

I'm just really sorry for what I've done
and I really hope we can be friends again..

I'm sorry for running our friendship..

Jul 5, 2014

On

Lights still on when I wake up....

I'm sorry yh..

Jul 3, 2014

Over

I'm sorry I can't come over this time round..

I would really love to if I can..

Sorry..

Jul 2, 2014

First

I used to be first choice..

Is it old age?

I hope..

I know I'd still be first choice
if I treasured it more back then..

And if I didn't screw things up..

I'm really sorry yh...

Please give me a chance..

Jul 1, 2014

Happily

It was suppose to be happily ever after...

Not broken pieces of us scattered everywhere..

Never did I wanted any of these...

I'm really really sorry..

Please forgive me..

Jun 30, 2014

Allowed


Am I not allowed to do good because of my past?

Please give me a chance..

I can change...

Jun 29, 2014

Brains

People remember our past..

It's not just us...

It's stuck in their brains as well..

I'm sorry..

Please forgive me.. 

Jun 28, 2014

Lights

Lights still on when I wake up..

..

Please forgive me, yh..

Jun 26, 2014

Act

Learning to act normal..

I'm trying...

Help me..

Please...

Jun 25, 2014

Unresolved

Nobody thinks of the dead's unresolved issues..

Just how good that person was when alive..

I don't know...

I just want to rest in peace..

Please forgive me, yh..

Jun 23, 2014

Grave

Are we really bringing this hate to the grave..?

and to think why ghosts in the movies are not at peace..

Please forgive me, yh..

Jun 22, 2014

Value

I'm sorry for making promises
and losing their value..

I'm sorry yh..

Jun 21, 2014

Cheeks

Move my cheeks up
&
Let life pass..

Please forgive me, yh

Jun 20, 2014

Four

I've never seen snow in real life..

But you made seem like there was four season..

:)

Thank you
yh

Jun 19, 2014

Naive

The most blardy naive young boy I've ever known in my entire life..

Why did you have to be that way..?

Such a mistake..

Jun 15, 2014

Destroyed

Because of the attention we seek from each other..

It destroyed us..

Till there's nothing left..

Please give us a chance to be friends again, yh...

Please.. 

Jun 14, 2014

Streets

It's not just me...

There are plenty of people in the streets
wearing masks also..

I hope they find a way to take them off..

Please forgive me, yh.. 

Jun 12, 2014

Eyes


Even if it's just the eyes..

It'll tell a whole story..

Please forgive me, yh..


Titans


I thought Teen Titans was suppose to kill time...


Not kill me....






I'm sorry yh..

Jun 11, 2014

Repeat

Live, Die, Repeat.

At first I thought
only one was missing in my life..

Repeat.

But then I realise..

I'm not dead..

Maybe I should die so that I can repeat..

Please forgive me..

Jun 9, 2014

Hope

Please hope one more time..

Just one more time..

I promise it''ll be different..

Please yh...

Please...

Jun 8, 2014

Constantly

And I thought I'd find something in this trip..

Gotta constantly remind myself bout reality..

Sigh..

Jun 7, 2014

Holiday

You don't need a holiday

if you got nothing to escape from..

Please forgive me, yh..

Jun 6, 2014

Mourn

4 Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted.

Please forgive me, yh..

Jun 4, 2014

Darker

It's not you..

It's the darker force..

That's why I'm not giving up..


Jun 1, 2014

See

I don't think I know what to say to you when I see you..

'I'm sorry' again?

...

























...

May 30, 2014

Dictionary

The word 'sorry' only weighs as much as your actions..

Without them, its just gonna be another word in the dictionary..


So what can I do now to make my sorry mean something?

Please tell me..

Please let me...

:(

May 29, 2014

Decision

I'm sorry that I'm so weak..

I still cannot make the decision to let go..

I still care too much..
I'm sorry yh..

May 28, 2014

Didn't

I didn't miss home..

Reaching there, I felt the same..

Coming back, I felt the same..

I didn't miss home...

Please forgive me, yh...

Please...

May 27, 2014

Ocean

Ocean so deep and wide...

Yet I can't find what I'm looking for...

Makes everything else under the sea
looks like rubbish..

:(

May 23, 2014

Besides

I hate the feeling that I can do nothing else but wait..

Sad...

Sorry yh..

May 22, 2014

Another

I don't wanna be just another edmund..

I want to be
THAT Edmund..

In a good way of cos..

...

I hope things will change..

I'm sorry yh...

Please forgive me..

May 20, 2014

Righteous

I want to be a righteous person..

Please forgive me, yh..

May 19, 2014

Line

People only find out what of kind of person they are
when they reach the end of the line..

Sorry for pushing you to the end..

I'm sorry..

May 18, 2014

Wanting

I'm sorry for wanting the wrong things
at the wrong time...

I'm sorry..

Please forgive me..

May 17, 2014

End

I didn't mean for us to end up like this..

I'm sorry..

Please forgive me..

May 16, 2014

Same

It hurts when you feel the same pain they feel in the movies..

I'm sorry yh...

May 14, 2014

Bit

Bit by bit..

The heart turns to dust..

Letting the wind carry it to where it brings..

Pleas forgive me, yh..

I'm sorry..

May 13, 2014

Wishing

In my little heart..

I'll always be wishing..

'Say yes, say yes..'

I hope we can be friends again..

I'm sorry yh..

May 12, 2014

Uncle

People wont experience Peter's pain when he lost Uncle Ben..

Unless they have the same pain...

It hurts real deep to lose someone..

I'm sorry yh..

May 11, 2014

Option

Sometimes we smile because crying is not an option..

Please forgive me, yh...

May 10, 2014

Shackles

The weight one has to carry around everywhere..

Unable to do anything freely with those shackles..

That strength one needs to go through everyday with those burdens..

I pray that these shackles will be broken

and those weight be lifted  one day..

Please forgive me yh..

May 9, 2014

Blame

Maybe we are how we are
because of how the people around us treat us...

But that's never the case when it comes to blame or praise..

It's never those people..

It's always us instead..

I'm sorry yh

May 8, 2014

Pretty

Pretty words itself won't bring forgiveness..

Please tell me what is required..

to be forgiven..

May 7, 2014

Hurting

Why did you kept hurting her?

Why couldn't you stop?

Why didn't you learn from your mistakes?

Why are you so stupid?

May 6, 2014

Take

Take a moment..

Let the tears fall..

I'm sorry yh..

I just want to be friends again..

I'm sorry...

May 5, 2014

Plastic

I don't want plastic..

I don't wanna be plastic..

Please let us be friends..

May 4, 2014

Anything

Please don't hate me..

I just don't want to lose you as a friend..

I'd do anything for you to have me back as a friend..

Please forgive me, yh..

I'm sorry..

May 3, 2014

Fiction

And yet reality is stranger than fiction..

I'm sorry yh..

Please forgive me..

May 2, 2014

Snail

Like a snail..

Even I don't want a snail creeping up on me..

It's nice to see one once in a while..

But yeah..

Not creeping up on me..


May 1, 2014

Platonic

Platonic..

Is that the word you're looking for?

I hope so..

That's all there's left anyway...

I must be kidding myself for trying to meet such standards...

No it's not you..

It's me..

Can we please be friends?

Please...

:(

Apr 30, 2014

Underwater

Underwater..

It's not that peaceful when your heart is not calm..

Please forgive me, yh..

I'm sorry..

Apr 29, 2014

Remember

It is me........

Do you remember?

Apr 28, 2014

Shadow

4 Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil for you are with me;
your rod and your staff,
they comfort me.

Help me, God..

Apr 27, 2014

Fall

Some people only learn when they fall..

But if no one picks them up after they fall..

How can they move on?
Please give me a chance..

Apr 26, 2014

Unsettled

A disease?

Maybe a part of me wants it to be.
To be acknowledge..

Another part doesn't want it to be a sore eye..

Or the fact that I'm writing this already makes it one?

I'm sorry yh..

I don't want to leave things unsettled..

Please forgive me..

Apr 25, 2014

Bitterness

How do I ask for anything when I don't deserve anything?

How can I sound unselfish for wanting to be friends again?

I don't want this bitterness between us..

I want to make things right..

I'm so sorry yh..

Please forgive me..

Apr 23, 2014

Shuts

Sometimes when the brain just can't take it anymore

It shuts down..

Apr 22, 2014

Difficult

So afraid..

that even turning my head to see whether you're there or not

is difficult..


Please forgive me, yh..

I'm really really sorry..

Please let us be friends again...

Coffee

"Coffee isn't such a good idea.."

:(

Apr 21, 2014

Devil

The devil really knows where is the best spot
and the best time to attack..

Of course I don't mean you..

I'm sorry yh..

I pray we can be friends again..

Apr 20, 2014

Reason

Nowadays

Death is pretty common

:l

But of course..

Nothing beats the reason why He died for us..

Thank you Jesus..

Happy Easter yh..

Apr 19, 2014

Inevitable

I always knew..

that losing someone was inevitable..

I just didn't expect it to be this soon..

I'm not prepared for it..

I'm sorry yh..

Apr 18, 2014

Weakest

I'm only as strong as my weakest point..

I'm sorry yh..

Please forgive me :(

Apr 17, 2014

Desire

The desire to meet someone who hates you to the guts
and doesn't want to meet you....

To talk things out..

To make things right..

To ask for forgiveness..

To find back an old friend..

To try everything that's possible
Impossible
even those that don't exist..

to earn back that friendship..

.

It really hurts to the guts..

No..

It hurts so much more than that..

..

I'm sorry yh..

I hope and pray we can be friends again...

.

I'm really really sorry..

I am...

Apr 16, 2014

Forgetting

Fading...

Bit by bit..

Forgetting what we were last time..

Before being broken like now..

I'm sorry yh..

Please forgive me..

Apr 15, 2014

Money

Money..

It IS important..

Is having a lot of money really that important?

hmm...

Apr 14, 2014

Sense

Some of these posts just don't make sense..

Have I really lost it?

Lol..

Apr 13, 2014

Whirlpool

To be honest..

I don't wanna swim out of it..

That's why I'm still here
swimming against it to stop it.

I seems impossible
but I hope it's not..

Especially when everyone else is
just going with the whirlpool..

:(

*blup blup blup blup......*

Apr 12, 2014

King

"Who died and made you king of anything?"

Idiot..

Apr 11, 2014

Simplest

It all started with the simplest conversation..

I'm sorry yh..

I don't know what else to say..

and I'm sorry about that..

Apr 10, 2014

Diver

But not everyone's a fan of a diver...

:(

I'm sorry yh...

Apr 9, 2014

Voice

There's this small voice inside my head..

Reminding me from time to time..

"What's the point of accomplishing so much
when you have no peace in your heart..?"

I'm sorry yh..

Please forgive me..

Apr 8, 2014

Trade

I'd trade it all
just to go back to where things were peaceful
and not screw things up...

I'm sorry yh..

Apr 7, 2014

Hurt

Reality..

Truth..

They can really hurt ..

Karma I guess?
:\

I'm sorry yh..

Apr 6, 2014

Disposable

I recently learned that..

People can and will discard family members..

like they are disposable..

like the word family doesn't mean much..

What more if it's just a friend?

...

I'm sorry yh..

Please don't discard me..

Apr 5, 2014

Snowman

Do you...

wanna..

build a Snowman?

(",)?

...

:(

Apr 4, 2014

Dislike

Sometimes we do the things we dislike..

because it's about doing the right thing..

I'm sorry yh..

Apr 3, 2014

Fragile

Turns out...

I'm pretty fragile..