Sometimes I don't know whether to give thanks or not for who I am today..
Because I might not be in this state if I was a different person..
I might still be talking with her..
I might not have to lose a friend because of my obsession..
But I'll sure be dead due to depression if I wasn't this tough..
If only I was a little smarter?
If only I was a lot smarter...
I'm sorry yh..